I hope you know you're my favorite thing about the West Coast.

Update...

2005-06-07T02:18:35Z

So wow I seriously havent updated in awhile but I've been super busy with the end of school, graduations and such and work. We only have like four full school days left which is pretty kickass. I am so pumped about this summer. I can tell that its gonna be one to remember. Hmm maybe I'll meet a really cool guy I fall head over heels for. Dont know but hey it could happen. So anyways to update lately I've been going to graduations and graduation parties a lot which is always fun. My uncle Richard from Sacramento, California is visiting for two weeks which is pretty cool because whenever we have company I feel like I can get away with more stuff. I havent hung out with Allison or Lindsay that much recently but I have missed them dearly. Hopefully this weekend we will though. Trina and I havent really went out anywhere lately but we've been hanging out at home. Its still a lot of fun though, no matter what when we're together we always find something to laugh at or talk about. Its cool. We're planning to do something fun this weekend though so that should be exciting. Well I've been working like crazy, seriously they hardly give me off those stupid assholes. Just Kidding. But I honestly dont mind working that much, its fun talking to and meeting new people and laughing with friends from work. I met a lot of people at my work who are all so nice to me, I'm the youngest girl there and a lot of the girls there are older but they treat me like I'm a best friend or something. Its nice. Also I work with my best friend Trina it cant get that much better so we laugh a lot and talk even though sometimes we're not next to each other. If not we scream across the store. Hehe. The guys that work there are all super nice too, some are a little perverted but theyre able to be tolerated. Haha. All of my bosses are super nice too which is good because asshole bosses suck but luckily mine are nice. I think my manager Phil is a little creepy but hes nice. This one guy who works in the back is so hot, he looks like Abram from the Road Rules and hes so nice. Dont know his name but I'll find out from Corey. I just feel weird asking him. He distracts me while I'm working sometimes though which isnt too good. Haha. Coreys really cool too, he works in the back also. We like to do stock together and ride the carts and act stupid but its fun. It sounds like I dont do any work but I do work a lot promise. I only goof off when I'm finished and through with my work. Besides work I've been hanging out with Kim a lot lately because shes out of college and back home which is nice because throughout the year I miss her. My mom also got her surgery for her breast cancer which is really good because now hopefully the worst is over. My mom and I fight constantly and can hardly stand each other but shes still my mom and I dont know its hard to explain I still love her and want the best for her even if sometimes I feel like she doesnt want the best for me . I know we dont live together and she didnt raise me but shes still my mother who gave birth to me and all but anyways. We only have a little while until schools out which I seriously cant wait for. This summer is going to be awesome. I am so excited. My aunt and uncle are leaving my cousin Mea the huge house for a month by herself so they can go on vacation. Its gonna be cool because we're definitely gonna have huge parties there. Its like almost a mansion and super nice so that should be tons of fun in the summer. Oh yeah another update is that my friend Amy met this really super nice guy whos really cute. So I'm really happy for her. She tells me really romantic stories all the time which is so sweet. They really are cute together. The way she tells them seems like its almost from a movie, he sounds almost too good to be true but he honestly is nice. I totally can tell the way people are by meeting them and I can tell that hes genuinely a great guy. But she definitely deserves it, its her first boyfriend and shes one of the nicest people so she should have a great guy. Also my grandmother and I have been getting a long pretty well which is nice. I hate fighting with people and shes one of the people I fight the most with. Oh yeah and Chris got a new girlfriend Carrie whos really nice. Shes funny and I'm really happy for him because hes been wanting to go out with her for a while. Wow everyone is getting new boyfriends and girlfriends which is good. I wannt one now. And Oh yeah Lindsay goes out with Joe now which is cool. Theyre cute together. Summers almost here and life is good and well hope it only gets better. Hopefully I get a digital camera so I can update with tons of pictures but I'm not sure if thats gonna happen this weekend. I have a bunch already that I wanna scan on here from recent weekends and stuff but who knows when I'll get around to it.
Until Later Loves <333

PS. I just went outside and played in the rain with Mike and Chris. It was so much fun. Hot, humid thunderstorms and rainfalls are the best and that means its official summers practically here. Oh yeah I took pictures too which are pretty funny of us jumping in puddles and stuff so hopefully I'll get them on here soon.
Xox0 Ash

Happiness ?

2005-05-26T03:46:22Z

So I know I've been updating like crazy but the end of school means no homework and at night the internet is my main source of fun. This journal entry is mostly about happiness and such or lack thereof. Two of my best friends are having some not so good times in their lives and I honestly love them to death and care about them a lot so things have got me thinking lately. My one friend who I will not name is so unhappy because her boyfriend treats her like crap and no matter how hard she tries she cant seem to get over him or get rid of him. It makes me sad to see her unhappy but in reality its kind of her fault but I guess I honestly cant relate because she says she loves him. I'm sure there would be exceptions when love comes in so I try my best but its hard to relate to her. I dont understand why she stays with him. Why stay with someone who makes you cry constantly and makes you feel bad about yourself ? Your boyfriend or girlfriend is supposed to make you feel like the greatest thing in the world and support you one hundred percent in anything you do so I dont understand her reasoning or thinking but shes a good friend that I miss dearly and I hope that she does realize it because she could do a thousand times better.One of my other best friends who will also remain nameless made me think about other things because shes unhappy with herself and the fact that she doesnt have a boyfriend which is probably what a million other teenage girls think too. Shes a wonderful person and a great friend and I think that if she doesnt rush it and get too discouraged that she'll find someone who makes her happy and likes her for her no matter what. She deserves the best and shouldnt feel like she couldnt and wouldnt get that. I guess I'm different than most teenage girls because I never go out of my way to make a boy like me or whatever. I think it would be awesome to have one of those romances like in the movies or whatever but at the same time its scary. I never felt like I had to have a boyfriend or else I couldnt live like some people do. I think that loves a scary thing because it can make you do some crazy things and the fact that one person can affect you soo much is kind of surreal. Two of my best friends want the one thing that I dont want. I think that my friends sometimes think that boyfriends will make their lives perfect but sometimes it makes them worse. You should be happy before you meet the boyfriend or girlfriend and then the boyfriend or girlfriend comes along and makes your life a million times sweeter. Wait for that person that you gives you butterflies, makes you smile constantly and you cant help but think about them all the time. I guess my point is that dont rush into something unless its real and always listen to your gut feeling. To my two friends you know who you are dont ever underestimate yourself. Theres that one person out there for everyonee. <3 It might take some time to find them but theyre out there. I'm a strong believer in fait and if its meant to be then its meant to be and things will most likely get betterr.
Pinky Swear Promisee.
Always
<3333 ASH

PS. Sorry about it being boring and long but I had to say it and sorry about sounding like Doctor Phil. It just came out sounding that way, I honestly didnt mean to.

Jobs...

2005-05-24T02:40:54Z

I know I updated last night but I'm bored and do not have homework. So anyways after school today went to the Mars in Glen Burnie for my interview which I think turned out really well. I was so scared when I took the drug test and I have no idea why because I dont do drugs. I'm weird sometimes. After the drug test they hired me and I had to fill out like a million papers and order my uniform and such. I am so excited about working and cant wait till I start making money. After I filled out papers the lady talked to me and told me I start training on Wednesday which I am so pumped about. Then my dad drove me home and hung out around the house because for some reason today was insanely boringg.
Its my first real job which is cool.
&& Oh yeah during the summer I may be also interning at MAC with a real makeup artist. Ooh exciting.
I want to become a makeup artist because I lovee it. Sounds weird but its my passionn. I would like to do makeup for Fashion showss.Anyone interested I am willing to do their makeup because I need some helpers for my portfolio. Thanksss.

Makeup = Lovee

Makeup = Art

I love the way Christina does her makeup. Its always fun and crazzy.

PS Sorry about the randomness.
&& O0h come by and visit at Mars. Holabird in Dundalk biatchess.
I got the hookup well not really but whatever stop byy.

<33333
ASH

The Countdown Has Begun...

2005-05-23T03:28:49Z

So this weekend was a lot of fun. On friday I came home from school and cleaned my room. Later that night went to Towson to a show with Chris, Jamie and Erica. It was a lot of fun. I remember the good old days when every weekend I would be at shows with Kim and crew. Haha. Some good times there. Never heard of the bands before friday night but they were pretty good. Afterwards we walked around Towson and then went to eat at Dennys with Katie and her friend James. Katie ordered cheese cake which was green and moldy. It was sickk looking which Jamie found interesting so he decided to take a million pictures with my camera. Erica took a lot of emo pictures of Chris and Jamie which were cute even though they are both so not emo. After that came home and went to sleep. On Saturday went and got my nails done with Trina and then went to lunch and went to the mall for a little while until she had to go to work. We laughed at a lot at the people there. Tiny head. Haha enough said about that. I love Trina she always cracks me up. Now that she has a job she hardly has any free time so we try our best to hang out even if it means in the morning and afternoon. After that went to some stores and out to dinner with my grandmom. Later that night after Trina got off work we watched movies and looked through magazines. On Sunday Mea called me up so we decided to hang out. We went shopping looking for a graduation dress for her friend Jane but were sadly unsuccessful then decided to go to Arundel Mills. We went to eat and met up with Jason and his friend Thad. After that went shopping a little bit and then decided to go see Star Wars which was funny. While like a hundred people or more are sitting there in the theatre ready for the movie to begin the fire alarms go off and even though they say walk dont run and stay calm everyone is freaking out because they have no idea what is going on. It was like pandemonium. We just followed this weird family in front of us who all had on lime green matching shirts on that said Panoni Family on the back. They had their youngest son on a leash. Leases are for dogss not kids.I hate that. If my family made me do that I would seriously raise hell. After following the weirdo family out the exit door we decided to wait and sit on the curb. Then this crazy guy came over and told us we should go wait in the bookstore until the fire was out which to me was kind of weird. During a fire go in a bookstore where there are tons of paper objects that burn easily? I wasnt the only one who found that weird so we just stayed there until security said we could go back in because it was a false alarm. So we had to go into another theatre. I got lost going to the bathroom so it took me a while to find Mea and them. When I came back they saved me a seat near this four hundred pound guy with a mullet and a mickey mouse shirt which made me laugh. After thirty minutes after the movie started the guy fell asleep on my side and was snoring loudly in my left ear with his little kid just sitting there intently watching the film. The guys snoring was getting so annoying. Jason told me to wake him up so I tapped on his arm slightly until he turned over and hit me in the face. I almost pissed my pants from laughing too much after I checked to see if my nose was still there. So finally this other guy woke him up and he was cool about it and stayed awake the rest of the movie thankfully. Thats a first for me, getting punched in the face by a guy who is sleeping while at the movies. I thought the movie was okay but honestly I dont see what the hype about Star Wars is. Hayden Christensen is such a hottie though. If it werent for him I probably would have done the same as my sleeping friend and yes I probably would have snored also. After that we had to drop Jane off at her boarding school out in the middle of nowhere. The place was so scary looking. It looked like some kind of insane asylum. She says during the day its gorgeous but at night it looks quite creepy. After that Mina and I started talking about how we used to like Good Charlotte when they first came out and Mea decides to pop in her old Good Charlotte cd which brought back memories of middle school which made me happy. We sang at the top of our lungs and acted like we were playing instruments because we are cool. I hate Good Charlotte now but I like their old stuff. Mea dropped me off and I talked on the phone with Allison and Lindsay. I seriously miss them a lot. We use to hang out all the time on the weekends but lately I only see them in school. Next weekend we are supposed to hang out though which should be fun. Ew tomorrow is Monday. Thankfully schools almost over. Sixteen days and counting.
<3333 Always
ASH

Weekend....

2005-05-16T01:51:56Z

So on Friday we had locker clean out but I dont know my locker combination or where it is so I decided to just hang out with April in the lobby until everyone was done. Then I saw Kelsey and talked with her for a minute and then left school. Shortly after I got home Kim and Mea came by and picked me up and we drove to Ritas and ate ice cream listening to gangster rap music because we are true gangsters. Then we went to my uncles work while Kim stared at Mike for like an hour. Sucks that hes too old for her and is practically engaged. Then went back to her house. Later that night Amy called me and we met her at the Avenue and went to Starbucks. After we were all hyped up on caffinated drinks we drove around and listened to music. We laughed a lot about stupid stuff. Then Mea and I went back to Kims house and we watched Spanglish which was a cute movie. Kim also waxed our eye brows and legs which hurt like a bitch and she dyed Meas hair. We had our own beauty salon which was fun. The next day I went to Bubbles to get my hair done which turned out pretty good. It looks much healthier darker which I like. Then I went out to eat with my grandmom and then we went to get our nails done. The nail salon was originally closed but they decided to take me which was cool. I love those crazy nail people they always make me laugh. After that I came home and talked to Trina on the phone for three hours and then went to sleep. Today I woke up and went out to lunch and ran errands with my grandmom then Chris and Brian came over for a little while. We jumped on the bed and listened to Underoath. Theyre both crazy and need some serious medicine but they are fun to hang out with. Afterwards Chris wanted to go to the skatepark which I wasnt really into so I stayed home. Then Trina showed up and we hung out. We took a walk and talked about a lot of stuff like usual and laughed a lot like always. We also had a fruit party which was funny. Haha. After that we just listened to music and danced around in high heels in my room lmao which was fun like always. Man it sucks that we have school tomorrow. Mondays suck major ass. Seriously cant wait until summerr.
Alwayss
<3 Ash

Sweet Sixteen

2005-05-11T01:42:09Z

So today is my sixteenth birthday. I dont really feel any different not that I really would but whatever. School was pretty boring today except for the fact that everyone was really nice and complimenting me because of my birthday. I got a bunch of really cool things from friends. Allison and Lindsay both made really cute homemade cards with pictures and April made a cute money shape and put funny inside jokes in our card with money. Trina also got me a cute card with money and she came by to visit me. We hung out for a while and laughed a lot about stupid stuff like trying to be black and gangster. Mike and Ryan both knocked on my door and then ran away and left me with grass and dandelions on my front porch with packs of bubblegum. Haha inside jokes too long to write now. They were trying to be secretive about it but werent too successful in that because I saw them skating away down my street. Chris also decided to write a funny but weird poem for me which made me laugh a lot. Chris makes me laugh a lot though anyways because hes so weird. I mostly got money and clothes from my family. I'm gonna use the money to buy clothes and shoes and to get my hair done this weekend. My mom also sent me flowers that were yellow which made me happy. Hopefully tomorrow or sometime soon my dad will be buying me a cell phone that I really need. I had one a year ago but I broke it and my dad never let me get a new one. I seriously love my friends and family so much because they are so awesome. Thanks for everything. Birthdays are like one of the coolest things ever.

I really really want a cell phone again !!

&& of course some new cute Chucks. Loovee them.

&& Ryan Guettler because hes so hottt! He would be a nicee birthday present.

Love Always
<333 Ash

Got This From Samantha Dear.....

2005-05-07T20:21:38Z

Name? Ashley.
Birthday? May 10 1989.
Birthplace? Baltimore, Maryland.
Current Location? Dundalk, Maryland.
Age? 15.
Nationality? Korean / Italian.
Eye Color? Brown.
Hair Color? Dark Brown.
Righty Or Lefty? Right.
Zodiac Sign? Taurus.
Religion? Catholic.
Font? Times New Roman. I like to keep it simple.
Word To Describe Yourself? Happy.
Martial Status? Single.

< Favorites >
Music? Everything.
Color? Yellow.
Car? Mercedes.
Slurpee Flavor? Cherry.
Magazine? Seventeen.
TV Show? Gilmore Girls.
Song At The Moment? "Oh" - Ciara
Food & Beverage? Chicken Tenders. Iced Tea.
Favorite Subject? English.
Favorite Store? Forever 21.
Favorite Season? Summer. Without a doubt.
Favorite Band? Taking Back Sunday.
Favorite Movie? The Notebook.
Favorite Sport? Soccer.
Favorite Brand? Roxy.
Favorite Place To Visit? California.
Favorite Thing To Do? Hang out with friends.
Roller Coaster? None. Hate them.

< Information >
Your Most Overused Phrase? Thats cool.
First Thing You Notice Of Opposite Sex? Hair.
Your Best Feature? Hair.
Your Greatest Fear? Dying.
Your Greatest Accomplishment? Making varsity freshman year.
Your Most Missed Memory? Summer.
Worst Habit? Biting nails.
Something You Think Is Overrated? Hollister.
Something Thats So Cliche? Being a slut. Its dumb.
Do You Wear Glasses? Yes.
Do You Have Braces? No.
Likes? Sports Friends Guys Shopping Music Sunshine Summer
Dislikes? People that are mean and that are stuck up.
Best Thing Thats Happened To You This Year? Meeting Lindsay Allison & Carlee
Thing You Couldnt Live Without? Friends. Dont know what I would do without them.

< Preferred >
Pepsi Or Coke? Coke.
McDonalds Or Burger King? Burger King.
Single Or Group Dates? Group. The more the merrier.
Adidas Or Nike? Nike.
Britney Or Christina? Christina. I think Jessicas better than both of them though.
Sweet Or Salty? Sweet.
Dogs Or Cats? Dogs even though I have a cat.
Orlando Or Josh? Josh Hartnett.
Lipton Iced Tea Or Nestea? Doesnt matter. As long as its Iced Tea.
One Pillow Or Two? Two.
Chocolate Or Vanilla? Chocolate.
Cappucino Or Coffee? Cappucino.

< Personal Information >
Shower Everyday? Yes. Sometimes two.
Have A Crush? Yes.
Think You've Been In Love? Nope.
Want To Go To College? Yes.
Want To Get Married? Yes. Not any time soon though.
Believe In Yourself? Depends.
Have Any Tattoos? No.
Have Any Piercings? Ears and belly button.
Get Motion Sickness? Sometimes.
Think You're A Health Freak? No.
Get Along With Your Parents? Yes. Most of the time.
Like Thunderstorms? Definitely.
Do You Swear? Try not to.
Do You Smoke? No. Thats lame.
Physical Thing You Could Change? Hair Color. I wish I had blonde hair.
Word To Describe Your Style? Everything.
Partner In Crime? Katrina.

< Future >
Names Of Your Children? Madison & Mason.
Where Will You Be At Age 20? Hopefully college.
Where Do You See Yourself In 30 Years? Hopefully married and happy.
How Do You Want To Die? Sleep.
Dream Job? Editor Fashion Magazine.
Country You'd Like To Visit? Australia.
Celebrity You Admire? Jessica Simpson.
Celebrity Crush? Ryan Guettler. Hes soo hott.

< Guys >
Best Eye Color? Blue.
Best Hair Color? Light Brown.
Short Or Long Hair? Long Hair. Shorts cool too though.
Best Height? Tall.
Best Weight? Doesnt matter.
Best Style? Skaters = Hott.
Best Accessory? Lip ring.
Best Attribute? Humor. Hes got to be funny.
Dream Date? Carnivals are always fun for dates.

Word To Describe Your Life Right Now? GOOD. <333

x0xo ASH

Week Update.....

2005-05-06T03:11:29Z

So yesterday my business class went to Legg Mason for a field trip. It wasnt as exciting as I thought it was going to be but it wasnt that bad. I was just so worried about the interview but it turned out being really easy and comfortable but sadly I didnt get the job. I was up against tough competition though so the people that won deserved it. I think the highlight of the day was at lunch when everyone sat together and on the bus ride home when we played telephone. Thanks to April everything I said turned out to be perverted but that made it funny.
Good times at lunch and on the bus ride home. Later that day I went home and talked to Trina on the phone for like three hours. We laughed so much it hurt. I cant wait till she is off punishment because I miss hanging out with her even though its only been like a week. So today went back to school which sucked but I got a bunch of good grades back which kind of made me happy. Then Lindsay and Allison came home with me and we ate pizza, listened to music and talked about the usual. It was fun. I missed them because I havent hung out with them in a while and I really miss that and oh yeah this Saturday is Will Ferrell Night at Lindsays house which I am super excited about because Will Ferrell is my hero. I am definitely wearing the fan club tee shirt too. Haha. After we hung out for a while we went to our schools video and film festival which was so much fun. All of the movies and works were really really good. Gotta respect those Communication kids because theyre really talented. Lindsay, Allison and I were also oogling at Chris and Ricky Johnson its pretty pathetic but theyre really really cute. For the record Chris is seriously like one of the hottest guys ever and I'm not even kidding. Afterwards my dad picked me up and we went to Home Depot to pick some stuff up and then went back home and then I cleaned my room. Cant wait till the weekend which should be tons of fun. On Friday hanging out with Trina and on Saturday Will Ferrell night which is gonna be great since Will Ferrell is my idol. Probably gonna update later this weekend. Laterr.

Love Always,
ASH <3

Weekend Update......

2005-05-02T02:21:26Z

Even though I updated on Saturday it was only a survey thing so it wasnt really an update. On Friday after school I took a three hour nap because I was so tired and when I woke up got ready for the Colgate carnival which wasnt that fun but something to do. I went with Katie cause shes awesome. We walked around the carnival a million times and ate tons of cotton candy until our stomachs hurt and we laughed a lot. Katie and I are so different but shes great to have fun with and shes straight up gangsta. Shes been through a lot of stuff in her life and still manages to be cool about everything. I totally respect the girl. Then I came home and my dad and I went out to dinner with his lady friend Ms. Lisa. Shes so nice and a lot of fun to talk to. She actually makes me laugh a lot which is kind of weird considering shes basically my dads girlfriend. The next day I went to the mall with my mom which was cool until we got into a super huge fight but like most of our arguments were cool now. Later on Saturday night I hung out with Ryan while he skated with Mike. I laughed a lot cause theyre so stupid but a lot of fun to hang out with. We had a bubble blowing contests and of course I owned all! No competition for me. We were breakdancing or at least they were trying to..Haha. After that my cousin Mea picked me up and we decided to drive to Philadelphia to my cousin Kims apartment because she was having a huge party since shes out for the summer now. College kids are so lucky but anyways so we went there and on the way stopped and had dinner which was pretty disgusting. The food was really cold and gross. Once we got there we showed up and there were a lot of people at her apartment with music blaring. My cousin Kim is very wild and so are her parties. Most of the people were smoking weed and doing some other stuff which definitely isnt my thing but I did have a couple drinks but nothing to get me wasted. So after hanging out there for a couple of hours Mea and I decided to go outside to get some fresh air. We ran and played in the rain at three in the morning which was so much fun. Playing in the rain is one of the best things in the world. So at around four in the morning we were both really tired and went upstairs and went to sleep. People were still there but I was so tired that I didnt even care and fell right asleep. The next morning Mea and I had to wake up super early because none of our parents knew we were in Philadelphia. They thought we were staying at my aunts house in Harford County. So once we got back home we took showers and got ready to go out to Towson. We went to pick up her prom dress which is so pretty and to buy her shoes. Then we went to the Towson Festival which was packed like crazy. It was hard to move with all of the people there. It was cool though. Mea ran into a lot of her friends from school she knew and we chilled with them. I ran into this boy Joe which was really cool. I use to hang out with him all the time when I was younger but two years ago he moved to Delaware but plans on moving back here since hes gonna be eighteen soon. He used to live near my cousin Kims house and would always skate with us. Hes really good at skateboarding but hes always been good. He plans on going pro one day and I honestly think he could do it. I know hes gonna be famous one day. Hes grown up a lot but still looks kind of the same he still has long blonde hair. He had the shag before shags were even popular. Oh yeah and his friend was super hott. He was definitely one of the hottest kids I've ever seen. He had brown hair and really pretty blue eyess and his lip pierced.I think that guys with lip rings are instantly wayy hottterr. We hung out the whole day and talked a lot which was fun. We caught up and talked about the old times which was so great. I laughed for seriously like three hours. I seriously laugh more than the average person should but I cant help it. Afterwards Mea and I drove around and then went to my aunts house for dinner which was good. My whole weekend was a lot of fun it sucks that schools tomorrow. Hopefully next weekend will be just as fun and also hopefully Trina will be off of punishment so we can hang out.
PS. I MISS LINDSAY STREET & ALLISON OBINGER
<3 ALWAYS ASH

Got It From Dana...........

2005-05-01T00:29:26Z

Last Person Who...

Slept in your bed- Me.
Saw you cry- Grandmom.
Made you cry- My Cardiologist.
You shared a drink with- Allison
You went to the movies with- Trina.
You went to the mall with- My mom.

Have You Ever...

Said "I Love You" and meant it?- Yes why would you say it if you didnt mean it?
Gotten in a fight with your pet?- Cant say I have.
Been to California?- Yes and loove it.
Been to Mexico?- Nope would like to someday though.
Been to China?- Nope.
Been to Canada?- Yeah.
Danced naked?- Nope.
Wish you were the opposite sex?- Nope. A Girly girl and proud.
Had an imaginary friend?- Nope.

Right Now...

Do you have a crush on someone?- Yes.
What book are you reading now?- Scarlet Letter. Its a classic.
Worst feeling in the world?- Not feeling good enough.
Future son's name?- Mason
Future daughter's?- Madison
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?- Yes. Three.
What's under your bed?- Tons of shoes.
Favorite sport to watch?- Soccer.
Location?- Hardcore Dundalk. Dont mess with us.
Piercings/Tattoos?- Ears and belly button.

Extra Stuff

Do you do drugs?- No. Thats lame.
Do you drink?- Sometimes but not often.
What are you most scared of?- Dying.
What clothes do you sleep in?- Tank top and sweat pants.
Where do you want to get married?- In a Church or maybe a beach.
Who do you really hate?- No one.
Do you drive?- Nope.
Do you have a job?- Nope. Should have one really soon though if the interview goes well.
Do you like being around people?- Yes. I'm a social slut and an attention whore.
Are you for world peace?- Yes. Why cant everyone just get a long?
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with? - Yes.
Have you ever cried?- Yes.
Are you lonely right now?- Nope. My best friend is here.
Song that's stuck in your head a lot? - Kelly Clarkson "Since Youve Been Gone."

Have you ever:

Been in love? - Nope.
Gotten beaten up? - Nope.
Beaten someone up? - Nope.
Slept outdoors? - Yes. Camping which was fun.
Pulled an all nighter? - Yes. Good times at that.
Been on radio/tv? - Radio. Requested a song. It was cool.
Been in a mosh-pit? - Nope.

Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? - Yes. That kind of stuff doesnt bother me as long as no girls hit on me.
Wallet? - Yes. A Roxy one which is soo cute.
Coffee? - Sometimes.
Cologne/Perfume? - True Star (Tommy Hilfiger)

In the last 24 Hours have you...
Cried? - Nope.
Bought something? - Yes. A bunch of clothes.
Gotten sick? - Nope.
Sang? - Definitely. Dashboard is on right now. What do you think I'm doing?
Been kissed? - Yes.
Had sex?- Nope. Proud Member of the V Club.
Felt stupid? - Yes everyday in Geometry. I am seriously retarded when it comes to math.
Talked to an ex? - Nope.
Missed someone? - Yes.
Hugged someone? Yes. Friends.

I thought it was fun.

Never Gonna Forget These Nights.....

2005-04-23T17:56:43Z

On Friday April and I left school early to go get our nails done for prom and then went to the mall and out to eat which was cool. Even though she wasnt going to prom she still came with me cause shes a great friend. She is going to Blakes prom though and her dress is so pretty. We used to fight constantly but I guess since we're getting older we dont get mad at each other as much. I love April she cracks me up. So last night was Eastern Techs Junior Prom which was so much fun. After rushing around for like two hours I finally made it over to Lindsays to meet everyone for pictures which was cool. I got to meet everyones parents and stuff which is always fun. Finally Brittany and Kelsey showed up and then we went to the prom. I had a great time talking to everyone and dancing. All the guys looked great and all of the girls looked so pretty there. There were so many gorgeous prom dresses. I wished we danced more but it was still awesome and the decorations and the whole set up was really cute. Las Vegas was definitely a good theme to have. Zach was a great date and a lot of fun to hang out with hes also a great friend. Our whole group looked cute with all of their dates. After prom we all went to the diner which was fun. We ate good food except for Brittanys crappy salad that gave her a stomach ache and talked about our inner most secrets..haha which ended shortly. Mark was cracking me up the whole night and thinks I'm the most innocent person in the world...haha Phil and Joe were also making me laugh a lot. Us Sophomores have to stick together since apparently after prom we have no more Junior friends...hah After that we all went to Julies party but it was so packed that we only stayed for a little while. Then everyone went back to Lindsays house and hung out in her room. Everyone laughed a lot and we played cards which didnt turn out too good and then slowly everyone fell asleep. The next morning we all went to breakfast which was nice. Good times at breakfast...haha. I'm so glad I'm friends with these guyss. Prom was an overall success and everyone looked great. I hope my prom next year is just as great.
4.22.05 Great Night Guyss <3 Allison.Phil.Lindsay.Joe.Brittany.Zach.Kelsey.Joe.Carlee.Mark
Until Laterr <3 ASH

Back to School, Life Updates and More....

2005-04-08T00:43:59Z

So yeah Spring Break was so awesome. Even though I didnt go anywhere this year I had so much fun just hanging out with friends and having fun. Going back to school wasnt as bad as I thought it would be but I definitely would rather be off but oh well. So yeah I've decided I am going to bring my grades up because I know I can get straight A's but I'm too lazy school wise and dont try and my teachers hate that. So the lacrosse team at Eastern has finally had their first game and I am the manager now since I cannot play yet. Heart Problems suck major ass. I like being the manager because I still get to hang out with the girls and all but I hate it that I cant play and can just watch. A perk of the job is that I get to blow the fog horn though and of course thats always fun. Another update is that me and my grandmother havent had a fight in a long time. I think its because I'm getting older it may sound lame but little things dont bother me anymore and I've learned to live with things, guess its cause I'm getting more mature?? Who knowss anyways I really want to get my learners and then hopefully my license. I wanna drive so bad so my bored days will hopefully be over. I wanna just go out somewhere with friends with no exact place in mind, I think that would be really fun. Another update Trina and the boy she has liked for over a year have finally kissed and I am so happy for her, I really wish he would ask her out but I dunno if he is anytime soon. He's a cool guy and shes crazy about him. As of right now I dont like anyone which is really weird but who knows in the near future. So anyways Springs finally really here and the weather is great and I am pumped about so many upcoming things. Getting my learners,Prom ,Fall Out Boy Concert,My Birthday, Warm Gorgeous Weather, Hellogoodbye Concert and the band spending the night cause we are definately gonna win the contest..lol ..um getting a real job and of course the most important summer. There really is nothing better than summerr. Hot weather, hanging out with friends 24/7, sleeping all day staying up all night, pool parties, being tan I could go on forever but I wont right now. So yeah things are going great. Lindsay, Allison and I are supposed to make our tee shirtsfor the concert this weekend which should be tons of fun which I am also pumped about. Until next time.
<3 Ash

Haha.....

2005-03-28T16:19:27Z

So on Thursday we got off of school for spring break which I was really pumped about. On friday I met up with April and we went to get out hair cut and highlighted which by the way didnt turn out too good. It looked like the girl just chopped off my hair with her eyes closed but ahh its over now and shit happens. Even though I was really pissed I'll live with it till it grows out. After that on Friday my dad took me and Trina to the air port to pick up my brother. His flight was delayed by like three hours so to kill time we went and got something to eat and went to Arundel Mills for a little while. Once the mall started closing we went back to the air port which by the way has the weirdest bunch of freaks ever. Me and Trina seriously couldnt stop laughing at all of the psychos and freaks there and it probably sounds mean but I guess if you saw them you would know what we were talking about. So then on Saturday a lot of my family members came over for dinner which was entertaining cause my family is seriously weird. Most people joke about that stuff but I'm telling the truth. Later that night Trina came over which was cool. Trina, David, Joe and I played hide and seek late at night which was funny. We all had walkie talkies and would tell them where we were and have them try and find us all around Dundalk. We were all acting crazy and hyper it was so fun. I laughed a lot. Then on Easter Sunday I hung out with my family in the morning and basically stayed around the house until later that night when Trina came over. Joe drove us all to CVS and McDonalds which was an adventure considering he doesnt know how to drive and almost killed us. He got really pissed off in the car and tried to kick me and Trina out which was really funny cause my cousin Joe's a psycho while my brother David just laughed. Then we all decided to go to the movies in Towson cause we could all get in free since Joe's got connections..haha to see Ring 2. The movie was packed and we were like the only four white people there..lmao which was funny. You couldnt hear the movie at some parts cause everyone was too buy screaming and hollering. So this white girl yells for everyone to shut up and then they all start yelling at her. We were seriously rollin' from laughing too hard. David accidentally tripped and dropped his huge soda which started rolling down the floor of the movie theatres and getting a bunch of people in front of us wet. They didnt have their shoes on which to me was kinda weird..people were walking up and buying popcorn in their socks which made me and Trina laugh. The movie wasnt as good as I thought it would be but I did jump a few times but I mostly laughed because of all the people in the movies. There were these girls behind us who kept cracking jokes and were loud but they were funny and kept making us laugh. At the one part of the movie the one girl was like "How you gonna die yo son like dat and den want him back?" really loud which made me and Trina crack up cause right before that Trina was like "Why would you kill your son and then want him back?" lmao white and black version of the same sentence. After that we all went to Dunkin Donuts and got stuff which was a lot of fun ...I was cracking up there too. After that we dropped her off and went home. Then me and Trina talked on the phone for like three hours at 2 in the morning. We could hang out for days straight and still find something new to talk about. I love my best friend. So this whole weekend I laughed so much, I seriously had stomach pains from laughing so hard. I almost peed my pants which never happens. I love hanging out with Trina she always cracks me up and hanging out with Joey was funny too cause hes such a psycho. Hopefully next week will be a lot of fun too. I hope it doesnt rain too much.
Man I love Spring Break.
Until next time.

<3 Ash

Fun Fun

2005-03-20T20:01:52Z

Hmm..so this weekend was a lot of fun. So after school on friday I met up with Street, Kelsey, Al and Zach. They needed to stop and pick up stuff for fundraising and then Zach drove us home. On the way home we stopped at McDonalds and the car wash which by the way sucked. The guy was creepy that washed the car and did a terrible job. Then we went to Lindays casa and they watched Family Guy while I read a book..yeah I'm a dork... then Britty came over and we all chilled and such. Then we all drove to the thrift store and decided to go to the mall and try on prom dresses and stuff , Zach was soo bored but kept himself busy on his cell phone. Then we all went back to Lindsays and read Cosmo..lmao enough said about that. So then on saturday we all went over Carlees house. Carlees boyfriend came over too, aww they're soo cute together. We all jumped on the trampoline, played dodgeball and hide and seek. I havent played those games in soo long but it was so much fun. Then we all went inside and the boys left and we all ate snacks and chilled and watched SNL..and then we all went to sleep. The next morning we started to watch Ladder 49 but me and Linds didnt get to finish because her dad was there to pick us up but soo far the movie was pretty good ohh and for the record me and Al both agree Joaquin Phoenix is hottt! Then me and Linds went back to her house and updated my journal and all and rocked out to some good music..lmao Rocky theme song, The Used and Fall Out Boy..doesnt get any better than that. Yeahh soo my weekend was pretty good with tons of fun..next weekend should be equally awesome since its Spring Break! Damnn cant wait till summer..I swear I wanna move somewhere like California or Hawaii where its like summer all year but until then anywayss..
Love you guyss <3 LS.AO.ZG.BS.CB

<3 ash

Hmm...

2005-03-09T01:54:40Z

Thanks to Miss Street I now have a livejournal! I am definately pumped about it and will try my best to update it . Muchas gracias to Street. Mad love to my gangstahh!
<3 Ash

PS. It doesnt get much cooler that this --> ALA ;)

i love miss ashley

2005-01-02T01:03:29Z

well i figured i pass the tourch and make ashley a pretty journal!!

LOVE STREET<3333333